Just finished creating this Livejournal I took care to edit and embellish a little, once already quite tired and my mind went blank looking at the list of posts empty. What now? What type? What do I do? Why we made this page?
It's been several days of this, and I was unconcerned about the issue, we plan to publish certain things and I kept quiet, I usually tend to try to worry too little of the trivial things and forget fast. The issue is that internet surfing accident finished reading some notes about yaoi / slash / boy 's love and all this world of homosexuality related to consumerism and women. I think I started googling artbooks and go to know how to finish on that, it always happens, is the Internet.
Then I came to mind a conversation that years ago he used to say much with known male otaku (I find offensive the word otaku at some point, as the Japanese meaning is offensive ... but coming to the case, if these were otakus with lyrics)
"Why do all girls like both yaoi? I do not understand, I really do not understand. "
As Is this sentence I had raised many times and I was asked to do the same thing a few years when finished, one way or another, entering this world of so-called "yaoi" . The problem is ... I do not understand why girls yaoi made them mad and not even stand up, and strangely the fans "yaoistas" (as they called themselves in the events - I should clarify that I worked as a salesman and endured hours of high doses of otaku fangirls extreme ends and swarming on my stand, the movement only yaoi worsened my slow death-) are extremely loud, unpleasant, exaggerated, fans and most of the time doing things that embarrassed gave at the conventions. I love understanding people and things in general, I am not at all closed and always give a chance yet so true to this philosophy of thought try to watch Gravitation, and found it boring, try to see Yami no Matsuei, and found it boring as a fungus, try to see Loveless ... boring, try reading Setsu Ai and Bronze ... Needless to say, what happened? And still not understand, so my casual response to the question of trying to insult many acquaintances / insinuate / bother thinking that I liked to see me tambiény was a curt reply:
"do not know, I do not like. "
often said nothing, many cheered to find a female who is not adept at massive trend that had been unleashed that time and plagued the conventions.
And then one day I ran out of sleeves to read, watch anime (as then reneged on the adjustments so I would rather read manga) and have not developed my addiction to TV shows to entertain yankees. Amazingly I read so many genres so I did not know what else down, but there were two things I never read: yuri and yaoi. Yuri failed, it was more boring than bad shoujo and over to find little, so that's why yaoi down to spray and pray to fill many gigs of my computer because of that if that was left on the net. Most of the time laughing, no matter the plot or tried to do with the story was hilarious as two pages all ended with a less masochistic sex scene hardcore. Later discovered that the base of yaoi is the PWP (Plot, What Plot? The best abbreviation I know so far from the world of fanfiction and demases is intelligently perfect). The good thing is that was a source of entertainment at some point, and on the other hand, a philosophical and moral uncover total. From then on I began to rethink that in the anime or manga that I liked not only could arm straight pairings, but if it was the case and I ended up convincing the relationships between characters, same-sex pairings were more than feasible. At least at that point had more options when reading fics or doujinshi search, had been productive.
was not until I discovered the subtle but significant difference of Yaoi and Shonen-Ai/Boy 's love interest that I finished in the genre. So in total I can firmly say that I enjoy yaoi and pornography is a pastime, but the BL has much to offer in terms of ... everything. Offered the same as any other story "normal" / straight you could find one that was relegated to a separate genus because they include homosexual relationships, which are sometimes even explicit, but we had to separate because the fans just see two men in a relationship, or pulled a tiny hint that you have one, is like if you throw acid on her face. Without wanting to burn me Kyou Kara Maou of the pc that was my boyfriend at the time, a comedy Shonen-Ai, if, finally, a gay-tinged number that bored! better or for worse I was standing in the anime until you get to the novel, the first time I read a light novel and ended up being much better than I expected (and god adaptation of shit they did, the anime was funny but the novel is sublime as to the depth of the story and characters). But beyond my fanaticism for a particular series, the point is that I found the taste of all human relations x man.
After experimenting with all genres within the medium, and a lot of gay porn into his head, could give a coherent answer to the question of most men. And it happened long before by an acquaintance turned to MSN I have one in the classic burlesque and closed-minded kids can achieve at times.
"Why do all girls like both yaoi? I do not understand, I really do not understand. "
And then I had much more to say, but I wanted to summarize a bit.
"To you like porn huh? The problem for women to watch porn is always the protagonist is the woman in the foreground, and I do not want to see the woman, I see the man. So to be satisfied with a man, I can not even see it because it focused almost never, if I can have both. "
" But you see two guys fucking each other, ie, they are fucking ... "
" And men do not like lesbians? Well, we like the gays, I find it very interesting that you two women in bed. "
criticizedAnd obviously equal to the end of time and beyond. For if a man sleeps with many women is a winner if the woman makes a whore, if a man sees porn is normal, if you see the woman is a pervert, if you talk about that man is an obvious masturbates if you talk of women is rare. And as it should be, if the man likes the lesbians ... Okay! If a woman likes sex ... are some crazy shit. No matter how you enjoy it, if you're a true obsessive fan or fathers of finding a normal way like any other entertainment, you'll always be a fucking crazy.
also reflect on the topic that obviously touched on whether gay men are women does not look anything fancy in those relationships where, perhaps in heterosexual relationships is more easy to be identified. But there is an underlying theme in all of this in my opinion, women may also feel identified seeing a homosexual intercourse, at least with the man who then receives for its passive role, which is the same as by nature we are forced to play. Even subliminally we will be, and whether it reflects a little bit can tell. This also ends up being reflected in how the fans end up going back to the person a kind of disguised women, giving attributes such as weakness, need to be protected, physically keep him effeminate, and actions attributed to him psychologically reactions entirely feminine dresses and putting it crossdress over at the end of the self-conscious irony how embarrassing ... I have even gone as far as reading fanfics where they add boobs to breastfeed ...
is where I broke down, move my way and I became aware of the great error. If I want clothes, weakness, subtlety, pregnancy, babies, demases empalagocidad and read a good Shoujo me and to hell. If two men want, I want two men. Not a man and a half, or less than half as often as not they are.
then renounced the yaoi, the stereotype Japanese uke / seme's what I'm avoiding, denying even remotely be called "yaoista" and at the bottom I renounced being called slasher or any other pseudonym because that usually makes this side is you have to veto it seems life-the idea that you like a heterosexual pairing (I have also noticed that some fandoms or certain groups of fans of the genre are more open about that, but I still want to have a label on top of me also to find interesting relationships in addition to the hetero homo). I decided that my horizons are broad, I can now build pairings of boys to girls, boys with boys, or girls with girls in any series depends on how you view your relationships interpersonal and what appeals to me more to match. And finally, I see this the healthiest way of taking things, I think at some point I still support the obsessive fangirls, just being obsessive and closed. Out of prejudice to enter another, up to a certain degree of hipocritÃsimo in many cases to complete both an effeminate type that brag they like to be a type.
also further the fault of the Japanese authorities and the fans in the country of the rising sun, which are the most unhealthy packaged stereotypes of homosexuality and not wanting it ended up selling the rest of the world attracting girls around the world to adopt it. Keep in mind that if you're selling a highly effeminate character with another that is almost always the male of America will continue to create a custom thus arming partners, and unfortunately in this stereotype have slaughtered countless characters that do not fit with that view (all of whom were not born as part of a couple already thinking that way, ie an unofficial pairing of the authors and the fans put together because they like).
the end I have no name, do not get into the category of one, at that time I felt strange as a fan because he did not know who was and who surely find little girls who share my vision of things. The good news is that the few that I have shared many close, friends I frequent in my real life with their minds wide awake and open, and friends through the internet as Petula that truth is a luxury to find. All I can notice is that the vision of the woman about all this movement of homosexuality change much with respect to age, though whether or not kept under the stereotype of uke / seme or many other things like that, the more adult else understands their tastes and why of them. In the background the stereotypical uke / seme is more than viable, surely many homosexual relationships in real life embrace it, like so many others do not (at the bottom fan many of us as we are limited to only our imagination because they do not really know gay men or gay couples who speak for having instance). Maturity is knowing that something you like but be aware that it is the truth of the universe, and you do not need someone to veto nearly a forum because instead of John Doe as Sultano above all like it you think you could change roles from time to time.
In essence, this is not a criticism of who likes whom and who is not, nor bashing that one can receive by going against the masses. But rather a reflection to understand why the woman likes yaoi / slash / Boy 's love / Shonen-Ai is much more complex than any man will be able to understand its preguntonta of why we like (I'm generalizing, but bear in mind that not only men are those who wonder why women are attracted to homosexuality, but other women too.) also still think there is a difference in actually being a "yaoista" to be a simple fan (and knowing that I have no term for define it) that homosexual relationships are interesting. At the end of the word that some charge with pride yaoista, is synonymous with how I see the word otaku to talk about something a little more generally about the anime and manga. Fanaticism is well to some extent, but the excesses are always bad.
Here I am back to the beginning of this post reflective. What now? What type? What do I do? Why we made this page?
Reflect on how the excess of fanaticism affects people and the kind of things we see and make us start thinking (or philosophical life ...) on many strange aspects, negative or positive of this. On one hand I think that at least this uncovering our generation should be more open-minded and lead to a more tolerant, socially and morally, which should lead us to evolve a little certain ideologies and somewhat archaic, even racist would normally take the human race. But on the other I see that after all this move is a big load of incredible hypocrisy and immaturity, sometimes even I find some disturbing things I notice reading between the lines.
the end, the meaning of this blog is vague. We are simply fans who have an opinion, and fu fa or handle between us ended up giving to write openly and share them with you whether you fall into this space and feel like reading, after all the internet gives us that possibility. The truth the most satisfying of this is to write my thoughts on the Word rather than thinking if tomorrow, past, or in years someone will come across the page and read them. At least if someone finds it and reads it, for better or for worse, I do think ... and eso es lo que vale.
Red Glasses Girl.
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NOTA: como escritora de fics suelo usar un lenguaje mal llamado “neutral”, pero como esto no tiene nada que ver con fanfics sino con mis pensamientos personales el tono de mis expresiones no lo pienso editar. Soy Argentina y eso hace que mi lenguaje sea bastante especial, seguramente encuentren cosas complicadas de entender si uso alguna expresión rara, por eso las terminaré explicando en el texto mismo o intentare obviarlas. Mis divagues se quedan como me salen, aunque los betee para corregir la mayoría de las erratas. I wanted to clarify that in my first post, from now on apply to everyone.
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